From the recording 'BUeC' (Bideshi Uebersetzungs Collective)
When I try to say the things I feel inside I always fail
To tell you what it is I want to.
Every time I close my eyes it's just like time never existed
You never left.
Spending most of my time all alone is something that I'm used to
But the choices that we made were different.
You probably think that I'm the weaker one cos I insisted
But I don't need your love,
I want it.
(And she said)
You'll be the one I run to
When the world around me seems to turn away.
You were the one who asked to stay.
Ever single time you came so close to speaking out your truth
Your fears would get the better of you.
I realise I'm not the easiest person to hold on to.
But your eyes,
They look so haunted.